Satsumagirl
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 *Bad day today*
Hello everyone
Had a really tough morning today- my thoughts were racing away thinking about the job I have just left due to severe depression. I know that it was the right thing to do to leave as it was very bad for my mental health- if I had stayed, I am quite sure I would have tried to kill myself. I kept thinking about my career and what on earth I am going to do next- which I know I shouldn't be thinking about as I have to get myself better before I think about anything like that. I wanted to so something and I didn't dare leave the house as I knew I would walk into the road and try to get run over.Instead I stayed in the house but I got as far as putting two big boxes of pills in front of me. I knew then that if I remained alone I would do something very serious to hurt myself so called my other half who came home from work to look after me. I kept thinking I was useless and a fraud and how much I hate myself. Feeling much calmer now though and should be able to get through tomorrow- I have booked a yoga class for tomorrow evening and will keep scheduling little things I want to do to keep myself going.
Just wanted to post as I felt I was really getting better yesterday- just a bad day today. Most frustrating.
I have to keep going though as I am DETERMINED to beat this illness.
All the best to you all,
satsumagirl
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8/Oct/07, 18:02
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Just to say well done for hanging on, and doing the sensible thing. Also for having guts and determination to beat it. lol parlicoot
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8/Oct/07, 19:30
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Thanks parlicoot- much appreciated.
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8/Oct/07, 21:33
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How did the yoga class go? Are you feeling a bit better now? parlicoot.xxx
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9/Oct/07, 15:24
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